Today I’m feeling Fantastic! I got to sleep in late as my usual wakeup time is between 6 and 8am. I had an awesome night last night and didn’t go to bed until 4 am. My mom and I had a “Tower Moment”, where we both were open and honest with each other. We have been “beefing” on and off for the past 6 years and within this last year and a half, things have gotten toxic and nasty. The conversation we had last night was about the events and emotions that have led to those negative moments. A huge burden was lifted off me by having that conversation, I felt so good that I couldn’t go to sleep which stimulated my creative juices.
In my opinion, “Tower Moments” are moments that help you release, they help you gain perspective, they give you clarity, they help you grow, and they might also reveal whose truly on your team. I had been praying for this moment for a while and my prayers were finally answered. I cannot emphasize how much God has been doing in my life. I’ve never felt closer to God and Jesus at any other point in my life. I’ve always believed in God and Jesus but the last 3 years, my relationship with those beautiful men has strengthen significantly. When I tell you, they been showing up and showing out… GOD IS SO AMAZING!! I will never live my life with out the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
Since I’ve been strengthening my connection with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, I’ve been noticing things like repeating numbers, 1111, 222, 333 etc. and my ancestors have been communicating more along with the animal/insect community. I’ve been dreaming about spiders and physically seeing them everywhere I go. Sometimes I don’t even see the spider, I just see the web. I must admit spiders put in work when they weave their webs. Currently I have a friend named Nicholas, he’s a black and yellow garden spider that has moved into my mom’s gardening basket. The basket is located next to the trash cans so, every time I take out the trash I speak to Nicholas. He creates a beautiful web that has a silk zig zag in the middle, it’s super pretty. When black and yellow garden spiders spin their web, they also anchor the web in 5 different areas. Nicholas likes to anchor his web on my mom’s car sometimes if she backs up far enough. I told him he’s got to cut that out because when my son comes flying out the houses, he’s going to tear down your web. However, Nicholas doesn’t listen, he just does him and I’m not mad at that. This morning when took the trash out, we apparently got some rain last night and it destroyed his web. I get sad when his web gets destroyed. This is the seconded time the rain has destroyed his web, but he always rebuilds and it’s even more beautiful then it was before. Spiders used to creep me out, they still do but I have a new appreciation for the craftmanship it takes for Nicholas and his cousins to spin those delicate webs.
In my post about my 2019 lessons, I stated that my biggest fears had come to fruition. Now I’m also seeing animals and insects that creep me out. The events I’ve been experiencing and critters I’ve been seeing have been helping me to face my fears. There comes a time when you can no longer run from people, places or things that put fear in your heart, mind, body and soul. You must face those challenges and fears head on. Those fears or challenges have come about for a reason. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! There are so many beautiful people, places and things on Earth. There’s a reason why Earth is the only planet that’s can sustain life as we know. The climate crisis is legit, I love having the freedom to take a walk, to go to the beach, and to have the opportunity to go outside and breath in the fresh prana. We should all fight like hell to save this beautiful planet. We need to find positive and constructive ways to push back against the ignorance, delusions and hatred that exist in this world, especially when it comes to the climate crisis. It’s a beautiful day where I live, and I hope it’s a beautiful day where you are. No matter what your situation may be, no matter how many people you have supporting what you do, so long as you have breath in your body you can change your circumstance. I sincerely hope everyone has a beautiful day and a productive week!!
Signed a spiritual being, having physical experience while falling in love with her true authentic self and the WORLDS that surround her….Nbetween 2 Worlds